O Mohini. You came into my life like a gentle seed that fell on my rocky surface. You wiped my tear and used its moisture to burst & bury into my soul. I was taken captive by your gentle leaf that looked like it could not survive the gentlest of a breeze. I did not see your root slowly spread through my heart and weave around every fibre of my being. Or did I?
I sat there, O Kamini, like a little fly, bedazzled by the talented spider, as you wove and danced around me. I lay, enjoying every moment of my free will trapped within your charm. My very freedom was to stay in the cage of your control. Your laughter, your voice, your fragrance…I would’ve spent many millenia just immersed in your thoughts. Did I?
O Dakini, did the light of my life just flicker and fade? The warmth has left my heart and the hairs on the back of my neck rises with the sudden coolness. Have you left to return? How long have you been gone? I seem to have lost sense of time. Or is it my senses? The cold of your absence seems to have blackened my heart which is raw from you being ripped away from me. Am I dead or asleep? If this is a bad dream, kiss me awake O Devi.
O Rakini! Medical experts call it bi polar. Family calls it as hallucinations. I call it love. I don’t know why you came; I don’t care what the intention was. I am glad you stayed for a short while with me and completely changed my landscape. I will go back to the graveyard and chant your name 1008 times over a corpse. I will bring you back to me. Till then my Lady, no woman shall ever get near me. I am yours…Forever!